You obviously have a couple of great systems. If I was writing a PhD on audiophile motivations, I'd interview you. And I mean that in a constructive way.
Why is someone like you still a searcher? You don't have a remotely addictive personality from. all I have read (just a stubborn one at times, and. I mean that positively).
It's clearly not about addiction.
Interesting. I actually wondered about whether there was any addictive quality. I suppose one could say that about any hobbyist or enthusiast. But then I just quickly looked up on ChatGPT the difference between a hobby and addiction, and I ticked all the hobby aspects and none of the addiction aspects… so I guess you are right :/)
As for searching perhaps that’s something that is shared with other hobbies or passions : A looking to keep those dopamine hits coming?
I mean, people with a hobby or passion usually don’t just do something once… then it’s not a hobby/passion. Mountain bikers, people into camping, canoeing, rock climbing, whatever, don’t just endlessly repeat the same experience, they look for different places and challenges. Perhaps some audiophiles can approach their hobby the same way. One can go beyond just “ I want a stereo system” to being interested in the varieties gear and sound systems available and want to experience some variety.
I was never looking for “ the” system because I liked playing with different equipment and different presentations.
However, at some point life can force some choices. Along the way, I think like many audiophiles, I’ve sort of honed down the things that I’m looking for when it comes to a final system. Which is what I’ve got mostly (except that no system does absolutely everything I like, so it’s still a compromise, but I’ve definitely got the two loudspeakers I could live with. Maybe I’ll get rid of one of them at some point.).
Do you feel that you have gradually zeroed in on what do you want in an audio system? And are you there?