Por enfermera del Hospital 12 de Octubre - By nurse of the Hospital October 12
En primera persona: "Hay 150 personas tosiendo en la sala de espera de urgencias"
[Spanish]
https://www.elconfidencial.com/espana/2020-03-21/en-primera-persona_2510044/
First person: "There are 150 people coughing in the emergency waiting room"
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[ My name is Maria and
I am a nurse. I prefer that my last name does not appear, nor my photo, because I do not know what could happen. It is hard for me not to cry when talking about this, I spend the day crying, practically daily. Now I speak very quickly, I can't help it. I am desperate. We are desperate.
I work in the Emergency Department of Hospital 12 de Octubre and I have the feeling that what we are experiencing is not reflected in the media. It's hard to imagine it.
I never thought I would see something like that. And less in Spain... ]
[ And then there are people who are being left to die (...) Sorry, I can't contain myself, I start crying. We cannot serve everyone,
there are no tubes or respirators, there are no beds for everyone.
Patients must be dismissed, according to age or life expectancy. That has been going on this whole week.
A few over 75 years are already intubating very few because it is necessary to leave room for young people who can survive. They all come the same: with very large bilateral pneumonias. And there are no tubes for everyone.
We are not doing surgical operations, even serious ones. In the operating room even if you are 20 years old ... if you are not really dying you do not enter right now because there are no resources... ]
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Older people are aware that you are not going to intubate it. My grandmother is already conscious, even though she is not sick. You know that if you need an intubation, you will not be intubated. My husband's uncle's mother was told from the first moment: that she was not going to be intubated. Families are given other explanations. That since she is very old, it is very traumatic for her. But it is not the reason. Before, if you needed a respirator, they would put it on. Doctors are not guilty, of course not, the issue is that there are no tubes. And if you have to intubate a 20-year-old boy ... then you have to choose. In Italy they say that 60-year-old patients were already dismissed. And beware, there are young people who have a bad record and are also dismissed even if they are 40 years old if their life expectancy is low. That is my day to day. I already tell you that we don't stop crying. If you can, put it in the newspaper. Unless it is known.
* María is a nurse in the Emergency Department of the Hospital 12 de Octubre in Madrid.
The text is a redacted transcript of a phone conversation with her. ]