Well, 'like' doesn't exactly express the intent here, but have one anyway; you get the point..
I've honestly been debating with myself & SO if we will still keep animals in the future. The pain gets worse everytime one dies. Especially if there's suffering before that, as is more often than not the case.
Luckily we've already found sort of an alternative for cats: after our last one died (about 20yrs old, deaf, ran over by the mailman FFS) we're now with an organization providing temporary housing for shelter cats, until they go to their new owner. They usually require some extra attention/training but having a different pair of cats every couple of months still means there's cat all the time, while letting them go hardly hurts.