No, it's a fair point, I haven't thought through everything I think is true either. It's not like I expect this to change. But if you say you strongly believe something such that it's almost central to your self image, it's a little surprising that one hasn't meaningfully engaged with whether it's *actually* true.
For example the Bible has a lot of admonitions against wealth, divorce, other stuff. But it's not hard to find people who are rich, divorced, and say they are fervent Christians.
To me this is a different level of conflict. It's not like me not sitting down and critically evaluating the latest study on caffeine consumption. It's saying you believe something, maybe really believing it in some sense, but acting as if you definitely don't.